[ His fingers play at the nape of Ouma's neck, and he dips his own head to kiss the part of Ouma's head he can reach, and then talk, voice low and hesitant, into his hair. ]
M-Maybe... I should put some marks on you too? So you don't forget.
[ It's fine, at least with how he'd responded before he's ducked down enough to press his head against him that this is possible. Though his shoulders definitely tense up at the tone Shuichi's voice takes. Sure, it might be hesitant, but the lowness makes his spine tingle slightly -- especially because of what he says. ]
[ His fingers trace around to the side of Ouma's neck. His face feels like it's on fire even saying that much, but he's got to do his best here, so he continues. ]
Where would be a good spot for you, do you think...? Your neck? You could cover it up with your scarf, but we'd still know it was there.
[ His own face feels hot as his fingers touch his skin. Even with this much he's biting his lip and trying to keep his breath steady. ]
Yeah, that's fine. [ It may not be when it actually happens, but he's putting on a brave face for what he can already assume is going to be him dying a bit inside because it already feels like Too Much. ]
[ His voice is weak, but his hands go to Ouma's shoulders, and he rolls a bit, not all the way to be on top of Ouma, just shifting them sideways so he can have access to lean down to mouth from Ouma's jawline down his neck. ]
[ There's a second of panic, where his eyes go wide and his hands grip for where he can reach of Shuichi's shirt that is still pushed too high up. The relief that comes when he's only on his side is probably obvious too, a Bad Sign, but thanfully he can breathe out and settle once they're like this instead.
This. This is fine.
He exhales and tips his head, making room for him. ]
[ He starts out gentle, kissing a line down to the edge of his shoulder and then back up under his chin, open-mouthed but sucking only lightly, teasing, or maybe trying to soothe him a little. ]
[ It's helping, though he's still tense as he tries to squish down the rush of panic from before. He isn't panicking about this part, that'd be dumb. Especially when it sends pleasant tingles over his skin where Shuichi's lips press.
His skin is definitely flushing more, too. Breath coming out in softer little puffs of air, audible despite him trying to keep it level. ]
[ Shuichi hums a little against his throat, before settling at a spot just over his pulse to bite down, still softly, testing how Ouma reacts to the teeth pressing into his skin.
It's actually nice, to do this, easier than it was talking about it, since he can hear and feel Ouma's breath shorten, and he can settle into just doing things, confident enough it's going well that he doesn't have to think too hard, and a swell of happiness rises in his chest at that, too. ]
[ His eyes shut tight at the hum so close to his ear, but it's when he bites down that he really has to clench his jaw, teeth grinding as he holds back the rush of air to his lungs coming out in a blast.
His hands twist Shuichi's shirt. ]
You-- [ He stops himself, swallows and clears his throat from how croaky that sounded. ] Y'can do it harder, I'm not gonna break.
[ He pulls away just enough to speak clearly, a smile in his voice and his breath hitting Ouma's neck. ]
Like this?
[ And then he does bite down, hard, a little harder than he feels like is right, because probably he's underestimating himself—and then sucks at the skin between his teeth. ]
[ He shivers at the breath on his neck, though even with that it doesn't prepare him for Shuichi actually doing it properly--hard enough it really will mark for days. He moans out his name this time too, not even able to process the fact that he'd been trying to keep quiet, to not let it all out when it feels really good.
Not only that, but the fact that he's being marked by him is pleasant in a way too -- especially when it's Shuichi. ]
[ The way his name sounds in Ouma's voice like that makes Shuichi's whole body feel hot, and he distracts himself by sucking with focus for a few moments longer before pulling away enough to see the mark he made, face bright. ]
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I think so too, but you still seemed surprised, so...
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...Not for the reason you're thinking.
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Do you still... not believe I like you that much? That is, not that you don't trust me when I say it, but...
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Sorry.
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Mm, don't apologize. I'll just have to keep showing you.
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M-Maybe... I should put some marks on you too? So you don't forget.
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...Maybe you should.
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Where would be a good spot for you, do you think...? Your neck? You could cover it up with your scarf, but we'd still know it was there.
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Yeah, that's fine. [ It may not be when it actually happens, but he's putting on a brave face for what he can already assume is going to be him dying a bit inside because it already feels like Too Much. ]
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[ His voice is weak, but his hands go to Ouma's shoulders, and he rolls a bit, not all the way to be on top of Ouma, just shifting them sideways so he can have access to lean down to mouth from Ouma's jawline down his neck. ]
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This. This is fine.
He exhales and tips his head, making room for him. ]
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His skin is definitely flushing more, too. Breath coming out in softer little puffs of air, audible despite him trying to keep it level. ]
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It's actually nice, to do this, easier than it was talking about it, since he can hear and feel Ouma's breath shorten, and he can settle into just doing things, confident enough it's going well that he doesn't have to think too hard, and a swell of happiness rises in his chest at that, too. ]
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His hands twist Shuichi's shirt. ]
You-- [ He stops himself, swallows and clears his throat from how croaky that sounded. ] Y'can do it harder, I'm not gonna break.
[ More or less. ]
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Like this?
[ And then he does bite down, hard, a little harder than he feels like is right, because probably he's underestimating himself—and then sucks at the skin between his teeth. ]
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Not only that, but the fact that he's being marked by him is pleasant in a way too -- especially when it's Shuichi. ]
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That seems good...
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Mm. [ He waits a beat, letting it sink in, then lets his hand drop away to instead curl it over Shuichi's side and hug onto him. ]
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[ He hugs back and then drops another light kiss on top of the tender spot himself. ]
I like... hearing you react like that, too.
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Should I moan louder for you next time? [ Thankfully it's meant as a tease. ]
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I don't want you to do it just to get to me.
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You do realise that I try and hold back, right?
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